And if they get me...

"Just... I'll... It won't hurt for that long."

I swallowed, leaving my mouth painfully dry.

"Are you sure you want this?"

I forced myself to nod.

"There's no turning back after if I do this..."

I nodded in agreement.

"Okay... Here I go."




~X~



I felt him pierce my neck, breaking the skin, his venom spread all too fast. I clutched onto his shoulders, the pain was unbearable. A burning sensation poured over me, and I slipped into a uneasy dream. I felt him kiss my neck tenderly and then the door closed. The burning never stopped, it got worse. Coldness enwrapped my body, my skin became hard as marble and my features changed slightly. This dream, it wasn't a dream instead a nightmare that I would have to live for eternity. I could see everything that was happening from one bite, the nightmare gave me a point of view.



~X~


"Gerard~!"

My eyes were glued shut, and my body felt like it was made out of lead.

"It's all over, wake up."

I forced my unwilling eyes open. Everything was so clear! The sunlight reflected off my lover's skin so he looked like a expensive piece of jewelry. I could see every wrinkle on my clothes, ever detail I hadn't seen was now quite obvious to me.

"Look in the mirror."

He whispered in amazement. I tugged myself off the bed and slugged to the mirror. I glanced at the stranger, I was perfect. Not a single wrinkle, no bags under my eyes, I stood up straight, and my skin glistened in the light. I smiled at the mirror. Suddenly, I felt a sharp, stinging pain in my throat. I put my hand over it, it just got worse!

"Uh oh... Someone's hungry!"

I stared at him, confused and horrified. My canine teeth became sharper and scraped my upper lip, yet no blood spilled.

"Blood...?"

I questioned, the pain got worse. How could I kill someone... A innocent person, just so I could eat?

"So give them blood, blood, gallons of the stuff! Enough that they could drink and it will never be enough!"

I was horrified. He sung that as if nothing was wrong, as if it was normal to prey on random, innocent people as food. The feeling in my throat became to painful, I flew out of the window. My new born instincts took over. Next thing I know, I'm sucking on someone's neck and enjoying it! I found my way back home and started to cry.

"I'm a murderer! What did I just do? FUCK!"

I screamed into my pillow. He just sighed, and gave me a 'you're overreacting' look. I relaxed a little and glared at him.

"Okay, you act like you've never read any book or seen any movies on vampires."

I crossed my arms.

"You drink blood from people. It's a fact, you can't not do it!"

I pouted.

"Hey, now that you're a vampire we can get married like I promised!"

I took out the ring I kept stashed in my pocket. I knelt down in front of him and showed him his ring.

"Robert Corey Bryar, will you marry me?"

He squealed and said yes and hugged and kissed me. I was happy. But the whole vampire thing was gonna take some getting used to.